Valentine's day is only days away... teens n young adults w raging hormones await dis day to celebrate the love shared with the special sum or among their frens.. however, in my religion, its unethical for us to celebrate this day cuz dis date, thousands of our brothers n sisters r murdered centuries ago.. dats y Saudi Arabia, an Islamic country, bans dis day n the black mkt for roses n chocs r in demand.. In Saudi Arabia, stalls of any sorts or even any1 r nt allowed to hang anyting red or do anyting associated w red for the 14th Feb.. Some may call it ridiculous.. bt, each to his own, i suppose... dats wat my darls told me.. i used to celebrate V-day n i had no idea dat we r nt supposed to celebrate it.. bt, nw i noe dat we cant n the reason y.. bt den again, me n him, we r xchanging prezzies!! yeah.. we call it our Love Day... hehe... 

to me, it seems V-day is jus anoder day.. i feel dat as we grow older, the tendency to celebrate or rather e "raging" hormones r getting lesser... i dun even look forward to my birfdae!! cuz i cant stand the fact that i'm nearing 1/4 of century few yrs dwn e road.. n i  mean few, as in real few... arrgghh!! getting to dat stage in life means the whole family will ask u non-stop dat huge qn--"when r u getting married??" arrgghh!! dats y i try to avoid family gatherings n stuff unless w my close2 aunties... dey jus don get it... at dis stage in our r/s, our honeymoon period, evryting is nice, evryting bad can b tolerated... its nt like i cant wait for e honeymoon period to b over.. jus dat i wan e sad reality to come into our life... so, we cld c weder we cld live w one anoder.. weder our love cld really conquer the shittest tings in life, n it does nt include UNFAITHFULNESS, aite?? unfaithfulness, sumting i cant tolerate cuz if sum1 dares to do it once, he'll do it again n again n again.... hmm.... i guess.. all men r the same?? agree?? hmm... for nw, i'll jus enjoy the sweetness of the fruit that we bore, LOVE.. *cheesy... yap, i've been real cheesy.. smack me, quick!! hahaha..

V-day is nt only for lovers.. its oso a day to remind us the frenships we have, had n will have.. so, here i go..:

- my JSPS frens: we've been frens for omost 17yrs, sum even 19yrs.. last yr, we dint manage to go out for Hari Raya outing.. so, i hope dat we'll mk it dis yr.. i miss u guys, i reali do.. tx for being the first few frens in my life n tolerating the fact dat i was a very2 shy n quiet girl.. hehe..

- my CBS frens: my closest 3 best frens, Shidah, Bhavani n Rachel... tx guys for goin thru the 4 yrs w me.. tolerating my nonsense n me tolerating urs..hehe.. we've lost contact, indeed.. bt, if u chance upon dis blog, do leave me a msg... to the oders that matters, being thru the period wher we start to develop, mentally n physically, its been nice being dere w u guys n gals alike.. u guys made me who i am nw.. dat lil' crazy girl.. turn me frm sum2 quiet n shy to sum1 whos crazy n loud!! hehe..

- my ITE frens: my closest 2 galfrens/lesbians: Jas n Ah Hwee.. tx babe.. u guys have been thru thick n thin w me n dere is nvr a day dat passes by w/o me tinking abt u.. ur presence made me feel alive n made me realise dat dere's actuali sum1 i cld trust in ITE n even now.. our frenship blossoms like love, huh?? i love u babes.. i reali do.... u babes being dere for me thru dat tough times made me realise the importance of dis frenship.. to the oder guys in my class: guys!! i miss u many2 ler.. its been so long since we met n thruout my entire life, ITE life is the best cuz of u guys.. u guys made it happy n happening in class.. n i wld nvr trade a grp of classmates like u for anyting else in tis world.. to sasau: even tho, we r notting to each oder nw, ur presence in my life before made me aware of alot tings.. made me open up to alot of ting.. made me realise dat 2 ppl can actually fall in love.. bt, too bad, eternal love is jus nt btwn us.. we change as we grew up.. tanx for being the closest fren i've eva had in ITE n forward.. tx alot for evryting, reali...

- my Poly Frens: my 2 closest galfrens: Phyo n Deepa... tx babes... having u in my life made me realise the good natured ppl dat this world had.. u guys have tolerated my nonsense.. n i noe me being in ur life, i taught u alot of stuff dat i shldnt have told to innocent gals like u.. haha.. tx babe.. for being dere no matter weder u're bz or doin sumting else at that moment.. i love u too.. hugs n kissess!! hehe... to the rest: tx alot for the frenship n for tolerating me, i noe i'm the nastiest babe among the ladies.. oways bully the guys, or rather boyss.. bt, we r still frens rite?? hehe...

I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS

signing off,
.ms sweet YAnti.